The world is a little sadder tonight with out my little buddy. We have loved playing and chasing with him. I cried a lot. I shouted. I've been angry, and mad. I've bargained. His time was too short.
It's a rough and busy week. With finals on Saturday, my boss in town on Thursday and Friday, marketing report due on Monday, and Dewey passing on Tuesday, and Holiday party on Wednesday. Dewey is more important than the others, but the wheels keep on turning.
K starts her new job, but it is in an office. I see how it is.
I am sad and angry, and worn out. I will be ready for vacation. Ready for some peace. I am sad to see it go, and the end of good things are always painful. But I believe life is short but sweet. We are guaranteed nothing, so we must take it in while it lasts and enjoy the ride. I feel guilty for the little time I spent with him. Days counted outed of his short 7 years. Not enough. It never is.
But he had a good life, he lived well, he brought joy to us. I am thankful.
Now to sweet peace of sleep. Goodnight world.